3:10 to Yuma

David just said I was inconsistent in my choice of shorts.

David-"Those are really big shorts you're wearing. They're huge. Last night you were wearing short shorts, and now you're wearing capris."
Me-"Are my shorts really too huge?"
David-"They're fine, you're lounging, it's not like you're trying to wear a dress."
Me-"......."
David-"....."

Well, whatever, they aren't mine.




Maybe I should step it up a notch in order to increase my chances against all odds with the 3 to 1 ratio and all. Nah.

Finishing

I'm finishing the previous post. kind of. regard this as new.

I'm surprised at how many people strike me as asexual. Not bi, not homo, not even hetero, just....nothing. Like soon they're going to start shaking and just binary fission into two more people. Two more people that I can't figure out because they aren't attracted to anything. Maybe it's because my emotional IQ is low, maybe it's because I just cannot read people, but this is happening.

punkin love.

I just carved a pumpkin for the first time.
It turned out alright.

I also made some new friends that play Settlers. I love Settlers.

I'm going to have to finish this later

Tender is the Night

My dog has a heart shaped butt.
I wonder if I have a heart shaped butt.
If someone told me I had a heart shaped butt, I'm not sure if I would take it as a compliment.


I found out there is an obscene bakery around here.
And business is booming. I'm not sure how such a specific business can make it in this world when an honest bikeshop or shoe store cannot.
I'm going to the going to Goodwill today.
David and Katie are putting lotion on right now.
David is moisturizing his beard.

Come On Skinny Love Just Last the Year

I've come to the realization that cold weather is one thing I know will make me happy.
I love walking back the 5 blocks from school, I love the changing leaves, I love wearing warm clothes and I love just thinking. Cold stirs everything inside of me, and I love it. I feel more intelligent. Even if it's pseudo intelligence, it still makes me feel better.
When I walked back today, my train of thought went about as follows: wow, I'm glad I know this place better, she has nice boots, I wonder how Banksy blew up those dolls at Disneyland, and then it all resumed to a low hummm of serenity. I don't remember any other thoughts, just that the walk seemed to be 2 seconds.

Since the PA has been gone, everyone has come knocking on our door for toilet paper. Do I look like I have TP in bulk? I hope not. I should have given them one tissue each and said, "Now don't spend it all in one place."

Black Hole Sun Won't You Come

It smells like bleach. I'm in our study, and I feel dignified.
5 papers have popped into my week schedule, yet I'm still excited.

I'm going to get some art supplies soon.
I think maybe it's the rain, or maybe my shorts are too tight, but I feel about ready to burst at the thought of nothing. It's a good anxiousness.

Life is surreal.
Maybe one day, when I die, I'll wake up and go, "Ohhhh, that's why that was like that and stuff." But for now, I'm enjoying this oblivion.

I'm Not Sure What I Was Expecting

It's almost 2 in the morning.

People will continue to surprise me.

The Night Rolls On

I've noticed a strange thing that hasn't happened to me in a while. A long while, possibly since living in Mammoth. When I'm talking to people, I've been laughing so much that my lips get stuck on my teeth. I feel like my dog when he gets his lip stuck on his canines and cocks his head, looking a complete idiot.

Enough of that. It's Friday, and there's a giant weekend to be had. It's raining.